expected to excel in everything
but held back by finding fear in failure 
rooted in the pressure of propriety
everyone treating the ideas put forth by society
it sickens me I swear it’s as if it was a deity
I try to make the right decisions
in the ungodly hours of the night
i am prone to unintentional self deprecation
I am the cause to the effect
a mild form of depression
maybe, I try to formulate the intangible
it can’t be touched, its unreachable
having ambitions can’t secure success
i confess, I just want to understand
meaning 

(Source: iraffiruse)